So I haven't been really active since not much is happening here. The weekend was awesome! Went to a party with Tom and Beth to watch the AFL final (Australian football) - it was a really cool night, and I had so much fun! Hopefully there'll be more of those nights ;-)
This week I've spend on handing out my CV to a bunch of places, being sick, listening to audio books and reading blogs. Yup, I'm still half way sick and it doesn't seem like my body really wants to get rid of this - it sucks! But yeah, I've just been walking around handing it out, and hopefully that will lead to something. I do get the feeling though that in Adelaide you need contacts to really get you in there? I don't know. I do get scared though that I wont find anything, and I HATE spending my money right now without earning any. It feels so wrong haha, and groceries are very expensive.... big dislike, but what can you do?
So honestly not a lot have been going on, and I really feel like something should soon. It's not good for me to just walk around on my own, and still I'm scared of the whole job thing. Things seem to be sorta overwhelming right now, and I don't really know who to go to with it.. I so wish I knew someone else down here in my position as well! But oh well, things will get better soon! I do however feel a great pressure on me now, since my parents have ordered my sister's ticket for december and forgot to buy a cancel-insurance. (don't get me wrong, I'm soooooo excited for her to get here!!). But what if I don't find work? Or what if I find that I don't really like it? IT SCARES ME!
I'm so excited for her to get here though, I can't wait! And I know the above may sound quite negative, I don't know, but right now it's a bit chaotic and I honestly don't know what I can wait from this whole experience - the uncertainty has and will always scare me big time ;-) At times it feels like I was not made to this alone haha, but then I get over it and it's alright. I miss home though, I miss a lot, since I haven't gotten a routine down yet and since nothing is really happening.
But cross all your fingers that I'll get a job soon and that it all works out after that, so that I won't have to feel like this anymore at anytime!
Sometime during the weekend I went with Tom to the hills and he took me to Mt. Lofty, which is the highest point, and from there you can see the whole city, it was quite amazing! So here's some pics from the hills and Mt. Lofty for you!
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